Something made me so screwed up, having the tendency to avoid everything. I wish I don't know you, I wish I didn't have to know what I was told just, I wish you were just the pure and naive one when we just get to know each others. I just hate the way things are right now.
So what if I said I'm afraid, you'll still fail to feel how I was feeling exactly. I have my own vulnerabilities which one possibly doesn't love showing.

I need my buddy right now but me buddy is still not back in sg yet :(
Idk what to do, the feelings felt within seems so fake yet scary.