Stupid runnny nose!

Causing me to feel so darn terrible right now. Sneeze, nose block, having difficulties breathing in smoothly. ;( Feeling lil' drowsy too after having that orange medicine.
Homeworks driven me insane, there's too much to handle. Ways too much..
I think that ever since this year, me attitude towards studies had changed. I don't seem to have that kind of anxiety and passion to study hard. Is it because of the jump in stream? Making me thinks that competitiveness now is much lower? (In fact, it should be higher) Make me thinks that I can never compare myself with the E1's students, I ain't smart enough. Losing confident in almost every things. I don't know what's wrong, dang.
I wanna do well again! :(

FNN learning journey tomorrow, so looking forward to it.